Friday, December 25, 2009

thank you v much!
i felt better.

<3JIN

Thursday, December 24, 2009

it comes back to me whenever I am alone.
externally, everything seems ok.
internally, it ain't.
im scared.

<3JIN

i'll never know until i see it for myself.




i really hope that you are feeling better!

<3JIN

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

holding back the tears

<3JIN

just once.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
just once

<3JIN

what am i suppose to feel?

<3JIN

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

souless

<3JIN

Im still trying to find my real self!

<3JIN

really!

I am not who I am!

<3JIN

i dont know who i am anymore!

<3JIN

=(

<3JIN

heart wrenched.

<3JIN

im going crazy because of you..
im really really very lost.

<3JIN

im downright sad now!
until you let me open up your fist..

<3JIN

I really dont know what is right from wrong anymore!

<3JIN

Monday, December 21, 2009

the still serene air.
the rustling of the bushes.
footsteps can be heard as they approach the house quietly and slowly.

peace could be felt instantly.
the nice aromatic smell
you know who that is.

<3JIN

let me in to your life.

i'll give you the best things.

because that is what love is all about.


love is when you give your friends/ family / relatives the best thing while you take the not so good thing for yourself.

<3JIN

I hope that you are feeling better today.

<3JIN

everytime when the scene replays in my mind.
my mind goes blank.
i wanted to go up and console you
I wanted to go and give you a hug
i wanted to lend you my shoulders to cry on
it really pains me to see you like that



how you were there for me
likewise
i want to be there for you too!

<3JIN

Sunday, December 20, 2009

please cheer up!

<3JIN

im not who i am.

<3JIN

i'll try seeing the similarities.

<3JIN

sometimes we think that we are suffering alot. let me tell you something.
there are other people out there suffering more than you
so please do not complain.

count your blessings.

<3JIN

deep inside.
im hurting.

<3JIN

it really pains me to see you cry.
im there for you!
really!

<3JIN

Saturday, December 19, 2009

So near yet so far.
it sucks.

<3JIN